So what’s up with me? I’ve been off academics since early November, and I’ve been in this part time job at Elle Subang Parade since the start of December. Promoting jobs are never easy, I must say. But I guess it’ll be easier for me if I had chosen to work at a boutique where I actually buy my clothes. It’ll be easier for me then to be connected with the products. The cons would most probably be that I’d spend all of my monthly pay even before the month is over. I am, a shopaholic after all <3

Even for the fact that Elle’s clothes in malaysia are more towards the matured ladies, I can’t veer away from their AMAZING SCARVES. They’re so soft and comfy, plus they look extremely stylish(big surprise there) and just … *sigh*

So yes, I bought three scarves. hehehehehe. The yayness falls right into place just after buying these three <3 Yes, I’m gonna post em up so you can envy me!~ HAHA. [ok i take it back.]

Heh. I love my beauties. Anyway, it’s December. ‘Tis a month of a big shopping spree, and discounts, sales and more! I could go crazy on buying impulses but I do try to restrain myself, you know.

Here are more things I bought.

This be the cheapest trio of shirts i ever got. 3 for rm30! hehe. it’s an international brand, even! I immediately became interested in this brand, Playez.

these be the ‘rawrrr’ shoes. I felt like the stuff i’ve been getting lately are rather…animal print-ish. but no matter, i love it! it’s so damn hot, this pair bought it from nose. luckily they had my size. there was like one pair left. sucks you know, to have small feet. size 5 shoes are rather rare these days in shops other than VINCCI.

I got these from the bazaar at Subang parade. i love them cause they’re rather unique

To a point, I think I’ve been enjoying my shopping extravaganza <3 but honestly, I wish I had more time to shop for christmas presents. It’s like 5 days to christmas and I feel like I’m not doing a thing so far. Hopefully I’d be able to get something…hopefully.

Actually, there’s one more top that I bought, but it aint in my hard drive so i’m lazy to just upload it. will do when free.

As for now, I”M REALLY SICK. Fever cough cold phlegm. Damn. So i’m off to sleep now.

Tata. I hope this won’t be the last post. my blog is so dead. -.-

That.

When sometimes, things aren’t in your control, and you feel like you want to be in more places at once, things like these, happen. She’s not feeling right, AND making it so noticably sound that it’s MY FAULT.

Okay, yeah, sure it was. But this is out of consequence. You’re making it sound like I INTENTIONALLY wanted to do this, because ‘I DON’T CARE’ -.-

Sigh. OKay. Ranting session over. No reason to stay angry anyway. Waste my energy. Better used in converting it to laughter

….Smiling and laughing with joy, I am.

Thank you for coming into my life. I mean it.

I have Malaysian studies exam on wednesday [TOMORROW OMG!], biology and english on Thursday, and Math on friday.

BUT AFTER THAT!

IT’S 1 week  break

Booyeah but …sadly….ALL THE PROGRAMS have different holiday break times. And.. and..and… well… SHIT! how ah? most of my friends are in different programs. Sigh. Looks like I STILL have to hit campus just to see them…

…and some people. and certain people…and a certain someone……………..lol! Depends. Their gig in live wire’s event’s coming up, so definitely, I’ll go

Anyway, we have to PUT THE HORSE, before the cart. Wth, english essays are getting to me -.-

Cross my fingers, but not my heart; I shall go now.

Then again, thinking about the times we had, I guess I’m not gonna let it go to waste. But what I do, is what I do. How you do things, you decide. But you’ll always have a friend in me, whether you like it, or not; whether MY FRIENDS approve, or not. So there.

It was the longest day I’ve spent in a shopping complex in these 17+ years life’s given me.

These I got from Vincci. In KLCC, around ten something, the shop was already filling up with people. And the salesgirl can tell me that with that amount of people, it’s considered RELAX period. Still got time to chat with me HAHA!
[She also told my mom that :
1. She thought my sister was my friend, cause we were rather close. 
2. She said me and my sister, were really really different from each other. She was 'Si Mun, while I, on the hand, was-she used this term-'Rugged'and tough looking -.-
Maybe, just maybe, it's because of the accessory I have on my hand which looks something like this :

It's some black studded thing I got from Chameleon. [Take note, that is my absolute favourite accessory shop ]

Speaking of Chameleon, OF COURSE, I’ve visited that shop in KLCC. It’s only available there, and in Pavilion. Where else, I don’t know. But it used to be in Subang Parade until goodness knows what happened and Sinma took over. Stupid lah. Wish it had stayed, so I don’t have to go SO FAR just to see what’s new. -.-I got these from there I’m still looking for a silver cross THAT size though, it’s so difficult to find. Ever since my existing silver cross got it’s crown in the middle of it broken, part of MY HEART’s broken…*sigh* Back on the hunt again :/

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AT PRESENT…
Things took a serious 180-degree change since the last week of March and the first week of April. And I daresay I LIKE this change. Because for one thing, and for ONCE, I’m not upset, I’m not frustrated, I’m not in an ‘emo’ state, I’m NOT angry.

It’s safe to say, I’m happy right now. And I’ll be that way as long as it takes.

Because having concern for YOU, brings about everything that’s negative for me. Caring for YOU, only leads to hurt for me. Being a friend you can’t find in another life, you take ME for granted. So thank you, for showing me what an asshole you can be. You’re not obligated to me, I know, but that doesn’t make it right for you to completely shun me and shove me out of your life, like a piece of unwanted trash. Who the hell do you think you are, freak?
Practice some humility, for your forsaken sake!  Don’t, for the love of GOD, think that you’re such a perfect being that everyone else is lower than you. Don’t be so full of yourself that you can’t differentiate between a friend who’s actually there for you and those who are just fakes. Burst your inflated balloon of an ego, before someone else does, and then your image would be ruined for life…and I won’t be there to pull you out of it this time. You’re on your own, and this is your doing. I’ve done all I could, given you more than I could give myself, and yet you spit at me in the face; there is no gratitude. So, as a parting gift, farewell, for I am gone.

Back on less depressing terms, like I said earlier, I’m happy.

So.

Darn.

Happy!

Can’t tell you why.

It’s a secret

Peace =)

These are the stuffs i bought ehehe…shopping is soo. soo. soo.. gratifying !

This is well, a brooch I got it from Forever 21. I am so in love with antique crosses. It brings the goth within LOL. I’m just kidding

 
My jacket. Fits snugly and it’s not your ordinary work jacket haha. Kinda reminds me of michael jackson. But this is how it looks like without the embellishments. THOSE, you have to buy yourself. One of them embellishments is on top of this pic [the cross brooch]

And…this is how it’s like WITH embellishments….
 Ehehe well. Sure does change the function completely doesn’t it? Anyway this jacket bought some time ago…but i just upload it cause it’s so….nice it’s from a shop called Bliss in sungei wang [yes, i go there. So? gonna call me a lala now? cause i dont think you should analyse a complex by the people who go there -.-]

 This i got from one of them shops at Kuchai Lama. It’s like, another bangsar, albeit a lil unknown don’t underestimate this place haha.

 HEHE! Buy of the month wei ! lol. I love this vest. Damn yeng from the same shop as the jacket

 This I got from Isetan at lot 1o. It was on a mannequin and I couldnt help but be beguiled by it’s beauty Very gothic, yes.

 This is from one of them shops in sungei wang. I forgot the name, but the only thing I remember is that really pushy salesgirl who spoke funny english because it’s probably her zillionth language compared to mandarin. So pushy, she was. Said she’d give me discount, JUST for me. Mom tried to push it lower, but this woman is sturdy. Won’t bargain anymore. I wanted this badly so I paid her offer price -.- such a sucker right?

 My tattoos. Yes. I absolutely love dragons. unicorns are secondary. XD

That’s what I bought last Sunday, 21/03/2010…

Heh. Wait till you see what I got THIS saturday [earth hour - 27/03]….coming up in next post..

AND NONE OF THEM ARE SHOES, OKAY?!

I’m trying to curb my urge to spend my money on shoes. I have like tons of them in my cabinet. Anyway, I bought accessories. nyeeheheh. and a VEST OMG i love that vest. It’s studded yo! and I’ll post pics later.

Now I’ve to contemplate on sleeping…to go now, or later…hmmm…

And, well, I freaking nearly slept on the wheel driving back to home today. For the third time. Seriously highway road driving in the middle of the day under the blazing sun makes me very lethargic. WITH the addition of the steady humming of the car engine.

And while all that is taken into account, my hands are yet blistered again. Stupid steering wheel.

The next class would be next wednesday. I don’t think I can make it. I dunno, because on wednesday, my chemistry topic test commences.

SHIT.

Howhowhowhowhowhowhowhowhowhow?

Sigh -.- i think I’d have to do this in the morning…7am-11am.

And I thought after my piano theory exam things would be less stressful.

*sigh!*

Ah. OK. Today Sunway seemed to be [I quote Aida] ‘Overflowing with humans’. That’s cause today the march intake students come in for their orientation.

Okay, so I liked the peace and quiet, or at least the noise level BEFORE this day. Sigh. This is inevitable, anyhow.

I met sheryl, and abhishek. OMG. I never expected to see him here. I just found out, by the way, that he was from USJ12. He knows Fu Lin. AND Marcus, you should know him too. I hope you’ve been paying attention as to who your peers were in your previous high school before popping over to SriKL. If you’re gonna give me the BLURFACE then nevermind -.-

JUSTIN CHUA seriously cannot stop mooning over that … ‘circumstance’. Yes. I shall valiantly protect his little [big] secret. Though I doubt ’tis a secret any longer; (almost) THE WHOLE CAMPUS KNOWS about it already! What’s there to ask me to hide anymore? sheesssshhh.~!
And then aiyo, I really feel like stapler-ing his mouth, rolling duct tape and putting plaster of paris on his bloody unshutable mouth! [unshutable....hmm..] NON STOP TALKING ABOUT what he’d do to that fella, all the crap that he’s been through, what he did when he emo, how many packs he smoked, blablablablablalablaaaaaaa….OMG!!! MY EARS ARE OVERFLOWING WITH YOUR CHITCHAT !!! you know, silence is golden, but only at certain times.

I have my own problems too, my friend. And it’s way similar to yours. But in a way my case is slightly better than yours. Sorry.

I took out my tattoo and put another one, this time at a different location. I’ll try to make this last for more than three days. And that’s being ambitious already.

It’s 12:30 and my eyelids are weighing a freaking tonne. Time to sleep, though I wish I could stay longer. Just so you’d talk to me.

I can’t stand how much I need you. One of these days maybe your magic won’t affect me…… [ne-yo ft. rihanna - hate that i love you]
I can’t stop thinking of you. Don’t know what to do, I’m stuck ’cause of you…… [stacie orrico - stuck]

I really should stop this wild goose chase. It’s fruitless, and it hurts every passing day. Why can’t you see? Or is it that you don’t WANT to see? Or that you pretend not to see?

I pray my resilience pulls me through, day in and day out.

Yesterday, the 16th March, is the birthday of two of my friends. Two different people with completely unrelated backgrounds. Two people who don’t know each other. Their names?

Kelvin Yap and Kelvin Yap

I kid you not, there are these two people with the same name and same birthday

It was weird looking at facebook the the right column telling me whose birthday was coming up, both also kelvin yap and kelvin yap But then only one of them (who’s taking ADTP) is studying in the same campus as me so I could celebrate with him instead.

Okay. Back to today. Things are as usual. Had to present for Malaysian studies today, so yeah. Had a few technical difficulties, trying to plug the damn thing into my laptop (the HDMI cable -.-) and nothing happened, made the decision to transfer everything into a thumbdrive, and use the auditorium laptop. So happen Jamie knew where to put the audio cable. We were like worried cause there wasn’t any sound for the previous group who presented. Therefore, as the slides were played…

Lady Gaga’s song Bad Romance came on cue during the introduction of our group members

Hey, it’s something refreshing, okay? I mean, the other groups were rather bland and made everyone sleep. So there was the “Rah Rah Rah  Ah Ah-ah, Roma Roma-ma, Ga ga Oo La la, want your bad romance” part heh. ‘Twas comically retarded.

But in the end, apparently the part where my group members did the ‘Personal Freedom’, their points weren’t really what the teacher wanted. Because all we had to do was explain about what personal freedom was, and how Malaysia protects it. Which article in the constitution said so, and all that. But they only did Freedom of Entrepreneurship, which is relevant, but it’s like a sub-topic, not an overall general topic.

Because of that we got a 14/20. And every other group had a range of 17-19/20.

So carmen said maybe we should present again, but only after every group has presented. BUT Mr LAZY doesn’t want to present again -.- Ah whatever. We’ll see how it goes.

Did I mention I put a huge tattoo at the back of my palm? A dragon and a skull. Heh. ‘Twas a great conversation starter, though most of it was rather similar…

It sends a sharp sharp blade through my heart as I see you talk to her with that look on your face. But as I’ve never truly told you how I really felt, I guess I will just bear with it. And smile with you even if it sends needles all over me. And I’ll be happy for you. I’ll always be there for you. Always. After all, that’s what a close friend is for. And I’m happy to be a close friend after a span so short. Thank you for giving me that liberty, though you’ll never be aware of my gratitude.

And as this is the most contradicting part, I’ll always stand by you, even if I know you would not do the same.

You will never know the turmoil inside me.

Not if you don’t begin to care.