Exams, no sorry, Tests.

It’s not like I don’t study.. It’s just that recently I’ve been feeling out of the ordinary, like there’s this feeling where I just do NOT feel like hitting the books. You’ve got to have some form of motivation, no?

Anyway tonight I’m just cramming most of what I need to know for tomorrow’s replacement test, History.

And I haven’t started on BM yet, and that’s another story.

Maybe it’s also because of the recent events that come into play. I’ve been very distracted lately. Not that I don’t want to pay attention to class (Heck I didn’t pay attention to today’s PHYSICS–my fav sub–class!). I’ve been thinking too much about you, and focusing on how you’re treating me nowadays. You say we have matured. We can’t have what we used to have, those sweet fond memories I love to reminisce.

But I don’t want to grow up too soon.

Why? Why do you have to refrain? You’re not exploiting me. It’s just an expression of love. It’s so nice to be loved. I hardly get that at home. No hugs, kisses, gestures of love from ANY of my family members. At most it’s a hug, but only at times when we apologise to each other.

This is why I feel so deprived. So sorry to put the weight of the world on your shoulders.

It’s just I thought you were my world, too.

Buying Impulses

Hello again.

Just wanted to write about my buying impulse. It means that whenever I see something really, really nice, i.e. shoes, bags, etc, I get this URGE to buy it. And this is why I’m always in debt to my mom, and my sister.

Though I wonder, why the latter doesn’t get me anything for free, come on, she’s working…Can’t she belanja me at LEAST ONE pair of nice shoes? Sigh. Call her a sister, yeah sure.

As expected, I get broke before half a month can pass in peace… This has happened most of the time, while the rare few months that I actually decide to put the excess money in my exquisite gold dragon-coiled-around-a-ball coin ‘box’, not that it looks like a box, though. I had that for my birthday. Wonderful gift, one of the best I’ve ever received from my parents.

Before I get side-tracked again into talking about other nonsense, like I said, I love to OWN stuff that I find really nice. It’s an impulse I’ve to learn to suppress. Recently, I bought a hundred bucks worth of cosmetics(THEY were on SALE!), thirty bucks on a bag(It was really, really nice, kinda slightly glam-goth..), another hundred bucks of a pair of wine-red shoes(they were really, really IRRESISTABLE!!! they had this lust factor I just could not lay my eyes off…there’s that impulse I was talking about..).

The shoes look like this :

Shoes that have THAT sex appeal. OW!~

 

Well. My mom made me pledge to NOT buy any more shoes/bags/etc, for the next TWO MONTHS, at the least!!!

I hope I will be able to keep my impulses in check. Really.

I guess those people were right.

You don’t see, you won’t buy.

Like the display rack would make life for me so much the easier.

PICS that i was supposed to….

 

Well that’s about it for now… eheh… i like the last one :D

 

Currently downloading loadsa Atreyu songs. Somehow i’m their newest fan. WOOH..!

A New Beginning (omg, corny?)

Hello.

Nice to be back again, with a twinge of irony.

It’s been long, really long, since I’ve updated, really, but here’s some stuff to shorten things down:
1. Since Redang, I can’t stop thinking about March 17, 18, 19 and 20.
2. Nothing much really happened in April…except loads of preparations for Sports day, and I won overall 2 bronze and 1 silver. And 4th place in cross country…Quite an OK achievement lah, but I worked my arse off this, and so I think I deserve this
3. May was, well, HECTIC! May was ALL about Exams, and it was a drastic change because everyone was so hyped up about sports they missed loads of classes…not that the teachers DO teach anyway, but still…It sucks to have to celebrate my birthday [the 18th] knowing that the very next day is the first day of Mid Year Exams.
4. Finally with all that over, there came the holidays. June. The month to celebrate the birthday of yours truly… A wonderful event, that. Made me feel warm, as always. Friends really are the key to happiness, it’s true. And then there’s this special someone who’ll make days all the better for you. Yes. It was truly remarkably memorable.. I will upload pics later still need to update first.
5. With the birthday over, then came the 4-day trip to Penang. I received a Lumix 12.1 Megapixel Camera for my birthday, so I snapped things up like jakuun. You’ll see why later .

And then now, back to school. The Second semester. Less play, more work. First week it’s like, “MAN i just CANNOT get used to this sh**!”.. and slowly, as we get accustomed to the grindstone, we work.

3 weeks to 2nd monthly test, and 8 weeks to trials. Time’s running, and there’s no turning back.

As for pics, It’s late now. I’ll update them tomorrow. IF I remember .

 

Toodles..! [you did not see/hear me type/say that!]

REDANG!!!

This blog…is kind of dead…but I couldn’t really care less. I got nothing much to say anyway.

First off, I’M BACK FROM REDANG!! And gosh my typing skills are rusty… In short, that was the best holiday I’ve ever had. Probably it’s cause of the company. Since I don’t own a camera..[hINT!!] I didn’t have the opportunity to take pics..but my dear classmates had, so I’m gonna wait.

That was what I call a holiday. Man, the swimming the dancing the drinking the laughter the fun the times we all had = PRICELESS. I think we as a class have closer bonds now…Except for one particular person, though… What she did changed our opinions of her instantly.

Here’s the juice :
On the last night in Redang, before the day to go home, we went to a nightclub/KTV to make  our last memories. We intended to enjoy ourselves without worry, releasing all our daily stress. AS we reached the club, obviously first thought was – GOD it’s super smoky. After much coughing, we checked out the place, saw to it that there’s a dance floor, and then we saw HER.

I’m not sure if I should be saying names though, but i think if she finds out she oughta know that it’s disgusting and downright low and absurdly cheap.

We have this girl as our classmate, Allyssa Kuan Yew Hui [sorry, girl, but it's necessary]. She already had some of our classmates disliking her for some of her traits. But nothing prepared them for that night. See, she was dancing, yes that’s normal. She got friendly with the snorkelling guide, yes that’s normal. But she KISSED HIM RIGHT THERE AND THEN ON THE MOUTH SPOT ON!

That. Is. Not. Normal.

She hardly knew him. Yet she did that. I was just wondering whether she was like dead drunk when my classmates spun their heels and walked straight out, disgusted and disturbed for life.

As we walked out, slack-jawed, we as a class occupied ALL of the bar seats at the pub..hoping to clear our head from that awful memory by drinking some alcohol. I drank a cocktail [Rainbow, at that] and sipped some gin [Banana daiquiri] and stopped after. Some were crazy..[Michael drinking 12 shots of tequila and pengsan on the floor] and some went high [Rohit talking real loud and refusing to leave the club cause he wanted to dance somemore] and some went tipsy [Alan was smiling and swaying and slurring all his words...]

As for me, alcohol makes me damn right stoned. Without alcohol I talk alot, laugh alot, go crazy. With alcohol I’m damn quiet.

And I thought I’d be crazier.

Overall, best holiday I’ve ever had – Best sleep i’ve ever had [with my darling...never felt lonely one bit]. Best time ever had [crashed by waves and was sent tumbling head over heels in the water]

During the time we danced in the local club at the resort, I was being myself [still sober, not filled with alcohol, so when i hear music i go crazy].. my darling told me…. the bartenders were eyeing me, some old horny ass was eyeing me, some half-naked guys were following my every move…

He got pissed lol, gave them the look. THE look. O’course they looked away…But little did I know it was perfect timing when after that dagger-stare I went up to him and kissed him. Hey. I was enjoying myself. And they were playing BUTTONS!!! Couldn’t help it. Fav song. He said after that they were all staring at him like he was some celebrity. Haw-haw…That was kinda interesting.

But when it comes to dancing, AUDREY was A-MA-ZZZZINNNGG!!! She’s a born party queen. Live to party. Endless energy. I salute her. Haha. All eyes were on her as she dominated the dance floor. She did not look horrible one bit. I admire her for her confidence and I completely support her for being just herself, and enjoying life. To hell with those who look down on her. =)

On the last day, we had to board the boat to take us to the mainland. Guess what? No jetty. We had to walk in the sea, clothes and all. Sad for those with laptops, gotta be super careful. I was like, NO I DON”T WANNA WET MY FAVOURITE PANTS!!! huhuhu….

Because of that, chen ji gave me a piggy back ride lol. And they all called me useless.. Hawhaw…I don’t care. I love him for being so caring and not thinking of me as a spoilt useless piece of human…Thanks dear, you’re the best…

Don’t get me started on snorkelling. Yeah sure, it’s nice to see shoals of fish and pretty colourful corals. But it SUCKS when your life jacket is suffocating you and so happens that you’re so small sized you had to use a KID’s size of a life jacket.

Picture this. Me and Pearly wearing the kid’s life jacket. A stark difference in colour than the rest. But then it’s kinda flattering. At least I’m not huge. haha. NO OFFENSE PPL!!

Like I said, i didn’t like snorkelling at all. Maybe a LITTLE bit. But other than that, I hated having major throbbing headaches cause of being stifled by that stupid thing. I didn’t like breathing with my mouth. I didn’t like it. I feel so weak you know, always feeling sea sick and all. But luckily I didn’t throw up my breakfast.

This trip tells me I’m not much of a sea person. Plus – I’m DEFINITELY not MADE for the outskirts!!!

I’m a city girl, and I’ll be that for the rest of my life.

Maybe I’m just too happy to be pissed off…

Hello there. I was nicely typing out stuff and this thing had to hang. Pressed backspace cause I wanted to delete words, it went to the damn previous page. Shit right. Hmm..my tolerance is really thinning out…

Recently, I’ve checked out Last Chaos (LC-USA). I know it’s like a really old game..but it’s something like Lineage II, though I would like to get the private server for that one. I didn’t want the Malaysian server cause I’d be exposed to broken english, which is among some things that tick me off, other than the com hanging in the middle of something important… The reason I started LC is cause they have this Pet System…the point-you could own dragons as pets…and I say, the hatchlings are the absolute cutest! ..When they grow to be mounts, you could ride them and well, traverse the fields and towns in a more, well, majestic manner.. Haha. That’s the main reason. Other than that, is pure curiosity.

At present, I have to sleep early tonight to wake up extremely unearthly early tomorrow? The schedule is this : Wake up at 5am, come down before or by 6am, set off around 6:30-7am latest, go to ipoh in 1hour45mins, stay there till like 11am, come back to selangor and reach my tuition centre at 1:15pm, which will last till 4pm, then drive down to Seremban to have dinner with my dad’s side uncles.

What. A. hectic. SCHEDULE! I hope dad’s gonna be okay. He’d get the worst, since he’s driving all the time…

On Feb 14: IT”S A SATURDAYYYY….I don’t know if that’s a good thing or a bad thing, cause the pros is well we all get to go out. Cons is that I don’t get to see who gives who what and that I have tuition from 1-4pm[refer above]…so. WHAT IS THIS MAN?! ..And monthly test is on the 21st Feb. Supershit.

Okay. I just found out something related to Christian Bale..something about he flipping out on a director of photography for ruining his set in the filming of Terminator 4:Salvation. The DP did it several times…all he could say was…’i was just looking at the lights…’
WARNING: LOTS OF F*CK WORDS. he’s real pissed.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KRhjBq2kYj4&feature=related

After that, some songwriter did his own editing and creatively came up with this piece, using the audio from the rant.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YTihsJQHt48&feature=related

 

Want a ringtone? haha.

Chinese New Year…

Hmm…One thing bout this Chinese New Year…is that it just seems so significant this time. I wonder, is it because now that I’m older I seem to understand and pay more attention to this traditional things? Well, I just realised a few things…:
1. The spring cleaning takes almost more than a week to finish, and it’s not that easy…
2. Red lanterns, nice ones especially, get sold out a month before Chinese New Year…
3. My opposite neighbours can really be very..kiasu… [Once we put up new, big big lanterns, the next day we see new big ones plus red banners hanging off their porch ceiling…
3. I bought alot of stuff, bags and shoes esp, for Chinese New Year, as compared to sad nothing last year..
4. We have to polish the floor every year…. the whole ground floor of the house…the marble part…which is 3/4 of the land…
5. Tong tong chiang songs are beginning to cause me headaches..

Summary of that, maybe I just am more aware of things this time for some reason, I’m not so blur on this anymore..

Oh and, recently my class has been discussing about class trip, whether to make it early this year or in May, the debate was cause in May it’s nearer to SPM, and probably we won’t be so in-the-mood to enjoy so much.. So we’re gonna make it in March, right after 1st term examinations. Because of the hype of this trip, my darling’s class as well decided to go for it as well. Same month, even.

Funny, he’s going to the same island for 7 days straight, 3 days with his class, 4 wonderful days with MOI! heheh… I didn’t really expect to go for this cause well, it’s an island and it’s not really that cheap, but in the end my parents let me go…Woooh I feel really really happy + grateful + I’ll try not to be much of a mischief now so that they won’t change their mind O.o.

I also went for the cheer auditions for blue house yesterday…and I wonder how am I going to stand having that as a captain for four months, maybe? I probably have to try and snuff out my pride…and my geram-ness of how things are…

Loving life now, and being quite careful with my behaviour, you’d see a halo above my head now….cause I don’t want any rash changes to my plans…so Imma be an angel now..

…and don’t you scoff about THAT!

Blogging on a school night…

For most of you, this is normal, but for me, it’s well, taboo. Long story short, my parents don’t like me going online on a weekday cause I have to sleep early, wake up early, this is a distraction for me, so on and so forth.

But let’s get to the nit-grit shall we? Over the weekend I think I busted my budget. Again.

Bought loadsa stuff…and…another shoe ~! hAHA.shoefreak!

Okay. It’s like this :

Lovely, it is !

think I skinned a croc last weekend??

It’s from a shop called DEEPER n HARDER. DON’T get any ideas?

Got this for half priceeee! :D

Something red for CNY. Good. Dad is going to be happy.

Total Expenditure : RM150++

School…’09

Well…School…what can i say about that.. really…

It feels .. the same, somehow, cause I see the same faces, I see the same places, I see the same food, I see the same procedure as last year, so there really is no difference for me…Maybe there are a few i could state…

1. There’s a new ‘pondok’ opposite the guardhouse. This, I think, is to shelter them peeps who want to wait for their parents and sometimes it may rain so..sit there and wait lah…
2. The stone chairs and tables in the couryard have been changed from a simple green to a fire-themed tables and chairs. Somehow I like the discreet, green stone chairs that provide you the means to do stuff when the classrooms are locked..blabla..I just feel that they new chairs look very childish…somehow…~
3. New teachers.

There is a english one that loves to hover and stick to the rules… It exasperates me so, cause there is this particular rule :

“Students are reminded that they are not allowed to wear jackets, sweaters or pullovers in the school unless for health reasons. For health reasons, students have to get a permission letter from the principal…’

Goodness. The ridiculousity METER is asTOUNding! I have never heard of SUCH a rule! OKay, so we all know this is real ridiculous.

BUT the english NEW teacher thinks we should follow the rules. Why? Because she’s scared she’d get a word from mr chew himself. So, let the students freeze so that you’d get a good testimony from others?

Ridiculous. BAH I don’t care I’m wearing me jacket! So is everybody else. Who gives?

And who is sO stupid to trigger this stupid rule? People who stuff notes in their jackets during exam? How stupid.

So I’ll just be ranting till I chill… So …

*grumbles &*#$^&*%^$$%#$@!*

Blogging at work……..[what? i'm bored!]

Hello everyone..

I’m blogging at work at the moment, since there’s no one to talk to me, no one to keep me busy, and no one to help me out should there be any problem…except my executive, mr ong, i guess…

Typing everyday using the email..HAHA and MSN MESSENGER to contact my darling made me type without looking much at the keyboard anymore. I mean of course I have to look at it once in awhile since i make many mistakes if I type real fast without looking at the thing…you get the drift..

[3/01/2009]

Actually I’m just completing this post today.. Just wanted you all to know that .. THEY LEFT ME ALONE FOR THREE BLOODY HOURS!! I feel like a lost animal..lol, but at least I was able to handle most of the customer’s needs..bleh.